Day One Again

I finished my first day at my job. TP is gonna be a great place to work, I think.
Good tips, awesome owners, fun job. Lots of cleaning.

I'm really starting to feel better about my future. Not so worried.
God is so faithful, especially in using His word. It is so the bread of
life. I feel energized and with hope that I can keep going. It's all because
of the promises in His word. I'm so grateful for Him.

God, pour out your spirit. I'm afraid of that a little because I know
that you are too much for me. But God, make me brave. Give me an
insatiable hunger for your presence. A hunger that can't be hidden
by my fears or my distractions. I want you to be all of me, God.
Give me a right heart and renew a right spirit in me.

I'm waiting for Chris to get home from work. I miss him a lot today.
oh man. I love Him. Lord, be with Chris today. Give him direction
and clarity and pour your love on him so thick and so much that he
is overwhelmed by your love!

I Want to Breathe You In, Lord.
I pray that for Chris too.

Prepare my heart for the days to come, Lord. I know you're preparing
me for this new phase in my life; college, marriage, etc etc. I want to be
ready. So I pray God that whatever you want to do in me, do it. Prepare
me. Get my heart right. Make the desires of Your heart the desires of mine.
And help me to let go and trust in You.
Thankyou for all of the wonderful blessings in my life. You have given me
far beyond what I deserve: A loving family, an amazing boyfriend and best friend,
a job, finances, a roof over my head, gifts and talents, love for you. Thankyou for
enabling me to love you and be used by you. Help me be a good steward of everything
I have.

i love you Lord. Be near, In Jesus' name.

Amen.